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MY Possessive Mafia Men Chapter 151: I Will Fight For You Chapter 151: I Will Fight For You Kingston

"I don't know what you have been through that made you think words don't matter and I won't ask. That is something you will have to decide on your own if you ever want to share it with me. I won't pry, I just...I appreciate you making an effort."

Looking at Angelia was as if I was seeing her in a whole new light, I couldn't help the warmth spreading across my chest at her understanding. Most people were curious beings but she was holding back for me. Frankly, right now, she could have demanded every ***ing thing from me and I would have given it to her. Fair, was fair. We had known information about her that she hadn't freely given, it was only fair if she demanded the same in return. "Listen, Angelia...what we did to you and not telling you about it, I am so sorry for that. We betrayed your trust and I don't know how we could ever make up for that." let out a sad sigh. "I believe you guys are sorry, it's just...I don't know how or even if, I will be able to forgive you guys. I have opened myself up to you in a way I had never done before, I have been vulnerable with you while I discovered this whole new lifestyle. I literally gave you all of me, my body and and my mind. And in return, you kept something so monumental from me. That was a huge break of trust and I just don't know if I would ever be able to be that vulnerable with you again." "It will never happen again." I insisted.

"I

"Seeing how much we have hurt you broke something in all of us. In the beginning, we didn't know how much you would you mean to us but as time moved on, we were scared that if we came clean, we would lose you. It turned out, we lost you anyway." The last words were barely a whisper

and I didn't know if she had even heard me.

I

Physical pain was something I could take but the emotional pain of knowing we hurt her was unbearable. She had every reason to leave us and if she did decide on it, I would let her go no

matter how hard it would be. But until then, just like my friends, I would fight for her and show

her just how much we cared about her and about what we had together.

"I don't know if I can let myself believe that even if I wanted to. You didn't see me when I found out, Kingston," She said.

"I can't go through that again." She blinked away tears.

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"What can we do to make you believe us when we say you won't ever go through that again? Because you won't, my little one. We have learned our lesson and in the end, it hurt all of us." She shook her head.

"I am not sure there is something you can do, it is something I need to figure out for myself but it helps that I know you guys regretted it."

"Of course, we do. You have become the single most important person in our life.

Gosh, I was spitting out so many truths today that my head was spinning. Usually, I had just thought about them but I wasn't holding anything back now. She needed to know how I felt before it was too late to tell her. She smiled wistfully.

"I still care about you guys, you know. I haven't stopped, it probably would have made this a whole lot easier if I didn't but I do. But sometimes, you have to listen to your head instead of your heart and I am just trying to figure out if this is one of those times." She looked to the table beside side us where the couple was holding hands and laughing. She seemed I carefree, the complete opposite of us and I wanted that ease between us again. "I have to protect myself." She continued. "But I don't know if protecting myself means letting you go or taking you back. The way I felt being with guys these past weeks is something I had never experienced before and I am pretty sure you had ruined me for all men. I will never meet someone like you again, you one of a kind."

are

a kind.

Taking a chance that she wouldn't pull away, I reached for her hand. It was supposed to be a quick squeeze to comfort her but as soon as I touched her, I couldn't let her go. I had never been one to initiate intimacy but with her, I couldn't seem to help myself especially now when I might not ever get a chance to do that again.

"You have ruined us too." I admitted.

"There has never been no one as special as you and there never will be." Tears were swimming in

her eyes as I talked and a small whimper left her trembling lips.

"I will fight for you, Angelia. I will fight for us and I won't stop fighting."

Quiet sobs spilled from her and I couldn't stop myself from leaving my seat and collecting her

into my arms.

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"Shh," I whispered soothingly as I stroked back.

"Please don't cry, I didn't mean to make you sad."

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She clung to my waist and buried her face into my chest, her tears wetted my shirt and I could feel her shoulders: the force of her sobs. The couple next to us turned towards us but averted their gaze when I narrowed my eyes at them. She didn't need the attention while she was so vulnerable. It took several minutes before she calmed down and pulled back, I dried her tears. with my thumbs before reluctantly returning to my own seat.

"I should go, I have work tomorrow morning and I am still going to meet Riccardo afterwards." She said when she had collected herself.

Have you met with Marshall?" I asked, a hint of desperation in my voice. Shit, I actually missed that guy.

"Yes and I am sure you will hear from him soon." She sounded pretty sure of it and gosh, I crossed my fingers that she was right.

"Come on, I will drive you home." I got up from my seat.

"Don't give me that look, it is dark out and it is not safe." With a reluctant nod, she gave in and we left together.

My heart felt both lighter and heavier, I just hoped that our talk helped her in some way to make

her hurt a little less. 1

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Riccardo POV.

I am meeting her today. I had barely slept last night, knowing I would see her soon. My thoughts had plagued me all night, trying to find out what I should say to her and it was a lot that needed to be said. The second I had gotten her text message, I had been bracing myself because this meeting could be what saved us or broke us. I had made a decision in the early morning that might haunt me for the rest of my god-awful life but at least, I would have some peace of mind knowing I did my best to right my wrongs.

I was done being selfish and agreed, it was time that I put those I love before myself and I would do it even if it would hurt like hell. The truth was, I didn't deserve her but my friends did and I would do whatever I could to make her realize that too even if it meant her choosing them and not me. That would be a bittersweet kind of torture, knowing the people I loved were happy without me. Trying to distract myself from the pain I would surely experience soon enough, I Chapter 151: I Will Fight For You

went through a particularly grueling workout. I hadn't gone to my office today, knowing I wouldn't be able to get any work done in the state I was in. It was a miracle I had the energy to move let

alone train after the sleepless nights I had been having. The too many coffee cups I had this

morning was the only thing that kept me going.

My thighs were shaking when I was done with my last set of deadlifts. I had probably pushed

myself too hard but it was the only way to keep my thoughts away from the meeting. It was torture Eni knowing what I had to do, it was even worse spending time thinking about it too. With sweat running down my chest, I placed the barbell back in its place and took off the weight. While it was my gym, I liked having everything clean and tidy for my next training session. Just as I finished, the music from the stereo cut off as my phone rang. I hurried towards it just in case it

was her even though I knew she wouldn't call. I f***ng smiled when I saw Marshall's name on the Screen.

Chapter Comments

Sfayz

you did great Kingston

if she doesn't want to have you back

Angelique White

im begging for more especially more than one chapter at a time. its torture. lol

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